Wednesday, February 23, 2011

black eyes and black nose

Hey guyss...
This is the worst week yet relaxing, u know why???
I have a black eyes and black nose -_-
Cos of the terrorist a.k.a. My sister anya -_-
Soooo...... Anya and my cousin were the first, they were hitting me with a kind of pillow... But there's one that anya pick which there was a real HARD, STRONG, and SHARP steel inside it. And she hit it 10 times harder than you think, and vuala black eyes and black nose!! -_- but my parents didn't do anything about it.. They just ask what happened and that's it. And it was suppose to be anya's fault right?? But no, they blame it all.. To me. And I got the punishment not her. And I'm totally sick to be the one who got blamed and punished even though it's not my fault at all.. They never asked how's your nose, or take me to the doctor to check. Instead they keep making me work. Well, if that's call respecting your parents and supporting your siblings then I am trying to be a good daughter and sister. But yet, still.. I need my parents of course.

Then from sunday till tuesday I stayed at my grandma's house with the terrorist while my parents are away shooting with my other sister. Well, it was nice though, I was bored having no friend... BUT I LOVE IT. I mean c'mon, that's like the first time I'm being alone, nobody is the boss of me, and no disturbance from my siblings B) I'm enjoying life. Yeah I go to school today and everyone was shocked :s yeah I have a black eye, so what? But thx for the support, I really appreciate it.

But most of my friends said that they would complain their parents and just kick their sibling's butt... But no.. I would never shout to my parents, I will never be mad to my parents, even if I wanted to, I can't, their my parents. And no I would never hurt my siblings like that, I care about them even though they are a pain in the ass, still I won't. Because if I shout to my rents, I would be the most spoiled girl. And if I hurt my siblings, I would give them the bad influence. My dad told me, how much we want to shout, how much it's hard life is, one key to reach to success and go through, is patience. So yeah, I learn about it every moment.

But today was fun anyway :*

Thursday, February 17, 2011

business day tomorrow!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! Tomorrow is business day :( u know why I'm unhappy???
Bcos I gotta make temporary tattoo by drawing -____- it's kinda hard with a kinda a bad ink :s
I wish I can change but it's too late!!! :"( but I hope me and my team can do our best and got much profit... Amin!! :D wish us luck anyways :D

Monday, February 7, 2011

Gonna have a very bad valentine

Yeah, so now i hate valentine. U know why? read my post before this

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Do you know why I said that now? Cos I've been dating with such a asshole, jerk, liar, slut, and bitchy guy. My "EX" cheated on me. He likes another girl... Another girl that I really don't know who she is. I wish I could kill him. He ditches me more than a week. So yeah he told the whole world in twitter ( such a coward ) many things that really made me cry. Fine, I could live without him anyways. But luckily my 2 bestfriends ( Mirna and eli ) told me everything. And it's actually today which is our anniversary...

AND HE JUST DOESNT CARE!!!! I HOPE HE JUST GO TO HELL!! if he likes to play with girl's feelings then I hope he will got crashed by a car. But there is still many other BETTER guys than this son of a bitch. So this is his suprise to me. He told me he wanna give me a suprise and there it is. Kay fuck u mike.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Kay, the official worst week ever -_-

Hmm... where do i start.. Well, it's just start when me and my mom has just started to have big fights this week.. And I sincerely don't hate her.. but i don't partically like her... So yeah, every little thing i do, she watches me like an eagle who's trying to hunt a mouse -_- Yeah, and ever at wednesday i guess... Before school, I was packing my bags, brush my teeth and yada,yada,yada. Yeah well, she said I have to take my bag downstairs imidiately but i said " kay, 5 minutes, I'm still lazy" I was so comfortable in my bed :( then she yelled -_- " Chelsea!!! wake up already!!! I hate it so much when u keep saying ur lazy!!!" and yada yada yada... Because... everytime i did a LITTLE mistake she makes it such A BIG DEAL, and I can't stand it, So yeah I yelled back at her... And when I'm in school.. I lost my voice -_- Gosh, mom u really shouldn't have bring my temper up.

Well that's that, and there's another prob that's causing me stress over-all... HOMEWORKS... And it's my biggest enemies... Social and Bahasa.... But I like the bahasa, cause we have to describe our mom in 3 pages.. That's simply easy ;p lol i can describe my mom more than 3 pages -_- So many THINGS about her ._. And social.... We have to write what we wanna be and write the achivements that could make a success.... But there is 1 prob... My parents are choosing it for me -_- well not only my parents but my grandma, uncle, and the rest -_- my dad said i should be a hip-hop dancer -_- that's crazy... my mom said i should be a model -_- crazier... my grandma said i should be an artist, i liked that... my grandpa said i should be an actress :S that's not really not what i had in mind... But I wanna be an author!! Argh, but I don't wanna dissapoint my parents.... So yeah -_- that's all ;-)