Haha, like seriously.. I keep thinking about boys and sometimes it makes me depressed. So yeah I'm like why the hell are they soooooo.. important? Childish? Jerks? So yeah, I wanna totally clear my mind about boys for a month or more.. Yeah it keeps distracting me.. But I still got my bff, lasagna, paramore's songs, and..Garfield comics. I can live with that.
For me boys are like nail polish.. You love them at first cause they're attractive but then after a long time you're starting to get bored cause it's just the same but then they jerk out by fading away..
does it even make sense.. Idk, you tell me.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
i hate sushi -_-
I'm getting pissed at sushi now. But I love them so much at the past... But because of sushi I got a tummy ache, and pukes.. It was so embarrassing.. My cousin invited me to sushi tei the other day, she ordered too much I guess.. So the nest day when I went to the mall.. I puke.. A lot... And I have to drink 6-9 pills a day! -_- but I can't drink pills, I just can't :s argh
damn it's true ( sont )
Damn it's true ( 27 / 03 / 11 )
Hey hey what the hell
Let's just go and
do something fun
Get crazy everyone
Let's just Dance freakin wild
But nothing making sense
When you're just being you
Get a drink get a pal
When you have time
To rock in a party
I ain't talking shit
I'm not playing dumb
I just wanna have fun
Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
We can go make
Our own happy endings
When it takes just
A boy and music
To live our life
We can forgot out
Regrets and think about
Right now but why
Hesitate when there's
Still tomorrow
So we still got chances
Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
But now I can't give
A piece of my mind
Lalalalalalala
Damn it's true
Lalalalalalala
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
Hey hey what the hell
Let's just go and
do something fun
Get crazy everyone
Let's just Dance freakin wild
But nothing making sense
When you're just being you
Get a drink get a pal
When you have time
To rock in a party
I ain't talking shit
I'm not playing dumb
I just wanna have fun
Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
We can go make
Our own happy endings
When it takes just
A boy and music
To live our life
We can forgot out
Regrets and think about
Right now but why
Hesitate when there's
Still tomorrow
So we still got chances
Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
But now I can't give
A piece of my mind
Lalalalalalala
Damn it's true
Lalalalalalala
Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
Lalalalalalalala
want this to be a fairy tale ( song )
Want this to be a fairy tale ( 27 / 03 /11 )
I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you
But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her
But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you
But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her
But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
want this to be a fairy tale ( song )
Want this to be a fairy tale ( 27 / 03 /11 )
I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you
But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her
But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you
But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her
But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love
Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..
Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again
Monday, March 7, 2011
one of a hell siblings...
Hey guys wassup?
I know I rarely post something to the blog just because I don't have much time (⌣́_⌣̀) well remember about my nose cos of the devil? -_- yeah it's going a lot better(˘⌣˘)but now.... My nose is bleeding again -_- because of my bro-_-" he scratched my nose real hard until it bleeds a lot -_- like srsly when will they learn??? -__- I bet after this is jessica :p lol *sigh* and.......... I got final test this week :s ystrday was math and religion *easy* *lol* :p and today was science *\(◦'▿'◦)/* and cb :| tomollow would be BI and IT ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ and thursday SOCIAL -_______- and english ˘⌣˘ I hope I don't get remedial :s okayyyy then :-)
I know I rarely post something to the blog just because I don't have much time (⌣́_⌣̀) well remember about my nose cos of the devil? -_- yeah it's going a lot better(˘⌣˘)but now.... My nose is bleeding again -_- because of my bro-_-" he scratched my nose real hard until it bleeds a lot -_- like srsly when will they learn??? -__- I bet after this is jessica :p lol *sigh* and.......... I got final test this week :s ystrday was math and religion *easy* *lol* :p and today was science *\(◦'▿'◦)/* and cb :| tomollow would be BI and IT ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ and thursday SOCIAL -_______- and english ˘⌣˘ I hope I don't get remedial :s okayyyy then :-)
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
black eyes and black nose
Hey guyss...
This is the worst week yet relaxing, u know why???
I have a black eyes and black nose -_-
Cos of the terrorist a.k.a. My sister anya -_-
Soooo...... Anya and my cousin were the first, they were hitting me with a kind of pillow... But there's one that anya pick which there was a real HARD, STRONG, and SHARP steel inside it. And she hit it 10 times harder than you think, and vuala black eyes and black nose!! -_- but my parents didn't do anything about it.. They just ask what happened and that's it. And it was suppose to be anya's fault right?? But no, they blame it all.. To me. And I got the punishment not her. And I'm totally sick to be the one who got blamed and punished even though it's not my fault at all.. They never asked how's your nose, or take me to the doctor to check. Instead they keep making me work. Well, if that's call respecting your parents and supporting your siblings then I am trying to be a good daughter and sister. But yet, still.. I need my parents of course.
Then from sunday till tuesday I stayed at my grandma's house with the terrorist while my parents are away shooting with my other sister. Well, it was nice though, I was bored having no friend... BUT I LOVE IT. I mean c'mon, that's like the first time I'm being alone, nobody is the boss of me, and no disturbance from my siblings B) I'm enjoying life. Yeah I go to school today and everyone was shocked :s yeah I have a black eye, so what? But thx for the support, I really appreciate it.
But most of my friends said that they would complain their parents and just kick their sibling's butt... But no.. I would never shout to my parents, I will never be mad to my parents, even if I wanted to, I can't, their my parents. And no I would never hurt my siblings like that, I care about them even though they are a pain in the ass, still I won't. Because if I shout to my rents, I would be the most spoiled girl. And if I hurt my siblings, I would give them the bad influence. My dad told me, how much we want to shout, how much it's hard life is, one key to reach to success and go through, is patience. So yeah, I learn about it every moment.
But today was fun anyway :*
This is the worst week yet relaxing, u know why???
I have a black eyes and black nose -_-
Cos of the terrorist a.k.a. My sister anya -_-
Soooo...... Anya and my cousin were the first, they were hitting me with a kind of pillow... But there's one that anya pick which there was a real HARD, STRONG, and SHARP steel inside it. And she hit it 10 times harder than you think, and vuala black eyes and black nose!! -_- but my parents didn't do anything about it.. They just ask what happened and that's it. And it was suppose to be anya's fault right?? But no, they blame it all.. To me. And I got the punishment not her. And I'm totally sick to be the one who got blamed and punished even though it's not my fault at all.. They never asked how's your nose, or take me to the doctor to check. Instead they keep making me work. Well, if that's call respecting your parents and supporting your siblings then I am trying to be a good daughter and sister. But yet, still.. I need my parents of course.
Then from sunday till tuesday I stayed at my grandma's house with the terrorist while my parents are away shooting with my other sister. Well, it was nice though, I was bored having no friend... BUT I LOVE IT. I mean c'mon, that's like the first time I'm being alone, nobody is the boss of me, and no disturbance from my siblings B) I'm enjoying life. Yeah I go to school today and everyone was shocked :s yeah I have a black eye, so what? But thx for the support, I really appreciate it.
But most of my friends said that they would complain their parents and just kick their sibling's butt... But no.. I would never shout to my parents, I will never be mad to my parents, even if I wanted to, I can't, their my parents. And no I would never hurt my siblings like that, I care about them even though they are a pain in the ass, still I won't. Because if I shout to my rents, I would be the most spoiled girl. And if I hurt my siblings, I would give them the bad influence. My dad told me, how much we want to shout, how much it's hard life is, one key to reach to success and go through, is patience. So yeah, I learn about it every moment.
But today was fun anyway :*
Thursday, February 17, 2011
business day tomorrow!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! Tomorrow is business day :( u know why I'm unhappy???
Bcos I gotta make temporary tattoo by drawing -____- it's kinda hard with a kinda a bad ink :s
I wish I can change but it's too late!!! :"( but I hope me and my team can do our best and got much profit... Amin!! :D wish us luck anyways :D
Bcos I gotta make temporary tattoo by drawing -____- it's kinda hard with a kinda a bad ink :s
I wish I can change but it's too late!!! :"( but I hope me and my team can do our best and got much profit... Amin!! :D wish us luck anyways :D
Monday, February 7, 2011
Biggest story
Hey guys. F.Y.I. GUYS ARE SUCH A BIG JERK!
Do you know why I said that now? Cos I've been dating with such a asshole, jerk, liar, slut, and bitchy guy. My "EX" cheated on me. He likes another girl... Another girl that I really don't know who she is. I wish I could kill him. He ditches me more than a week. So yeah he told the whole world in twitter ( such a coward ) many things that really made me cry. Fine, I could live without him anyways. But luckily my 2 bestfriends ( Mirna and eli ) told me everything. And it's actually today which is our anniversary...
AND HE JUST DOESNT CARE!!!! I HOPE HE JUST GO TO HELL!! if he likes to play with girl's feelings then I hope he will got crashed by a car. But there is still many other BETTER guys than this son of a bitch. So this is his suprise to me. He told me he wanna give me a suprise and there it is. Kay fuck u mike.
Do you know why I said that now? Cos I've been dating with such a asshole, jerk, liar, slut, and bitchy guy. My "EX" cheated on me. He likes another girl... Another girl that I really don't know who she is. I wish I could kill him. He ditches me more than a week. So yeah he told the whole world in twitter ( such a coward ) many things that really made me cry. Fine, I could live without him anyways. But luckily my 2 bestfriends ( Mirna and eli ) told me everything. And it's actually today which is our anniversary...
AND HE JUST DOESNT CARE!!!! I HOPE HE JUST GO TO HELL!! if he likes to play with girl's feelings then I hope he will got crashed by a car. But there is still many other BETTER guys than this son of a bitch. So this is his suprise to me. He told me he wanna give me a suprise and there it is. Kay fuck u mike.
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