Sunday, April 3, 2011

No boys for a month

Haha, like seriously.. I keep thinking about boys and sometimes it makes me depressed. So yeah I'm like why the hell are they soooooo.. important? Childish? Jerks? So yeah, I wanna totally clear my mind about boys for a month or more.. Yeah it keeps distracting me.. But I still got my bff, lasagna, paramore's songs, and..Garfield comics. I can live with that.

For me boys are like nail polish.. You love them at first cause they're attractive but then after a long time you're starting to get bored cause it's just the same but then they jerk out by fading away..
does it even make sense.. Idk, you tell me.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

i hate sushi -_-

I'm getting pissed at sushi now. But I love them so much at the past... But because of sushi I got a tummy ache, and pukes.. It was so embarrassing.. My cousin invited me to sushi tei the other day, she ordered too much I guess.. So the nest day when I went to the mall.. I puke.. A lot... And I have to drink 6-9 pills a day! -_- but I can't drink pills, I just can't :s argh

damn it's true ( sont )

Damn it's true ( 27 / 03 / 11 )

Hey hey what the hell
Let's just go and
do something fun

Get crazy everyone
Let's just Dance freakin wild
But nothing making sense
When you're just being you

Get a drink get a pal
When you have time
To rock in a party
I ain't talking shit
I'm not playing dumb
I just wanna have fun

Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile

Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun

Lalalalalalalala

We can go make
Our own happy endings
When it takes just
A boy and music
To live our life

We can forgot out
Regrets and think about
Right now but why
Hesitate when there's
Still tomorrow
So we still got chances

Unlike a girl like me
I'm looking for a good time
Throw all those bad days away
And try damn it smile

Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun

Lalalalalalalala

But now I can't give
A piece of my mind

Lalalalalalala

Damn it's true

Lalalalalalala

Kick those feet way high
And throw your books away
Cause having fun is the best way
To get rid of your bad days
And damn it's true
Believe me this will fix your
Mood up right away
Cause damn it's true
I wanna have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun

Lalalalalalalala

want this to be a fairy tale ( song )

Want this to be a fairy tale ( 27 / 03 /11 )

I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you

But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now

Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her

But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love

Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale

Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

want this to be a fairy tale ( song )

Want this to be a fairy tale ( 27 / 03 /11 )

I remembered all the things
We used to had
All the memories I kept
For us
Oh, how badly I wanted you

But it all just seem so far away
Is there anyway for me
To stop loving you so much
But I can't help the feeling
I'm feeling right now

Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

Every night I cried
Cause you weren't with me
Everything just seem so different
When you're with her

But I don't get it
She's spoiled and mean
While I'm waiting for you right here
In the rain I can't stop
You're just an addiction to me
That's what they call love

Though I know you're with her
And I'll just leave you to it
But I can't help it
You're stuck on my mind
And nothing could take you off
Inside me

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale
Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

I dare myself
Just to sit here and waiting
For you to be mine
But everything seems
So much easier in a dream
Can't you see how madly
I'm in love with you?
There's nothing stopping me now
Cause you're the only exception
I have left..

Does this ever happen to you?
Feeling so much pain and wanted to cry
But let's just deal with life
While I really want this to be a fairy tale

Let's just say knights in shining armor
Doesn't exist
It's just a really silly dream
But why is it so hard?
When I was about to fall in love again

Monday, March 7, 2011

one of a hell siblings...

Hey guys wassup?
I know I rarely post something to the blog just because I don't have much time (⌣́_⌣̀) well remember about my nose cos of the devil? -_- yeah it's going a lot better(˘⌣˘)but now.... My nose is bleeding again -_- because of my bro-_-" he scratched my nose real hard until it bleeds a lot -_- like srsly when will they learn??? -__- I bet after this is jessica :p lol *sigh* and.......... I got final test this week :s ystrday was math and religion *easy* *lol* :p and today was science *\(◦'▿'◦)/* and cb :| tomollow would be BI and IT ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ and thursday SOCIAL -_______- and english ˘⌣˘ I hope I don't get remedial :s okayyyy then :-)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

black eyes and black nose

Hey guyss...
This is the worst week yet relaxing, u know why???
I have a black eyes and black nose -_-
Cos of the terrorist a.k.a. My sister anya -_-
Soooo...... Anya and my cousin were the first, they were hitting me with a kind of pillow... But there's one that anya pick which there was a real HARD, STRONG, and SHARP steel inside it. And she hit it 10 times harder than you think, and vuala black eyes and black nose!! -_- but my parents didn't do anything about it.. They just ask what happened and that's it. And it was suppose to be anya's fault right?? But no, they blame it all.. To me. And I got the punishment not her. And I'm totally sick to be the one who got blamed and punished even though it's not my fault at all.. They never asked how's your nose, or take me to the doctor to check. Instead they keep making me work. Well, if that's call respecting your parents and supporting your siblings then I am trying to be a good daughter and sister. But yet, still.. I need my parents of course.

Then from sunday till tuesday I stayed at my grandma's house with the terrorist while my parents are away shooting with my other sister. Well, it was nice though, I was bored having no friend... BUT I LOVE IT. I mean c'mon, that's like the first time I'm being alone, nobody is the boss of me, and no disturbance from my siblings B) I'm enjoying life. Yeah I go to school today and everyone was shocked :s yeah I have a black eye, so what? But thx for the support, I really appreciate it.

But most of my friends said that they would complain their parents and just kick their sibling's butt... But no.. I would never shout to my parents, I will never be mad to my parents, even if I wanted to, I can't, their my parents. And no I would never hurt my siblings like that, I care about them even though they are a pain in the ass, still I won't. Because if I shout to my rents, I would be the most spoiled girl. And if I hurt my siblings, I would give them the bad influence. My dad told me, how much we want to shout, how much it's hard life is, one key to reach to success and go through, is patience. So yeah, I learn about it every moment.

But today was fun anyway :*

Thursday, February 17, 2011

business day tomorrow!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! Tomorrow is business day :( u know why I'm unhappy???
Bcos I gotta make temporary tattoo by drawing -____- it's kinda hard with a kinda a bad ink :s
I wish I can change but it's too late!!! :"( but I hope me and my team can do our best and got much profit... Amin!! :D wish us luck anyways :D

Monday, February 7, 2011

Gonna have a very bad valentine

Yeah, so now i hate valentine. U know why? read my post before this

Biggest story

Hey guys. F.Y.I. GUYS ARE SUCH A BIG JERK!

Do you know why I said that now? Cos I've been dating with such a asshole, jerk, liar, slut, and bitchy guy. My "EX" cheated on me. He likes another girl... Another girl that I really don't know who she is. I wish I could kill him. He ditches me more than a week. So yeah he told the whole world in twitter ( such a coward ) many things that really made me cry. Fine, I could live without him anyways. But luckily my 2 bestfriends ( Mirna and eli ) told me everything. And it's actually today which is our anniversary...

AND HE JUST DOESNT CARE!!!! I HOPE HE JUST GO TO HELL!! if he likes to play with girl's feelings then I hope he will got crashed by a car. But there is still many other BETTER guys than this son of a bitch. So this is his suprise to me. He told me he wanna give me a suprise and there it is. Kay fuck u mike.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Kay, the official worst week ever -_-

Hmm... where do i start.. Well, it's just start when me and my mom has just started to have big fights this week.. And I sincerely don't hate her.. but i don't partically like her... So yeah, every little thing i do, she watches me like an eagle who's trying to hunt a mouse -_- Yeah, and ever at wednesday i guess... Before school, I was packing my bags, brush my teeth and yada,yada,yada. Yeah well, she said I have to take my bag downstairs imidiately but i said " kay, 5 minutes, I'm still lazy" I was so comfortable in my bed :( then she yelled -_- " Chelsea!!! wake up already!!! I hate it so much when u keep saying ur lazy!!!" and yada yada yada... Because... everytime i did a LITTLE mistake she makes it such A BIG DEAL, and I can't stand it, So yeah I yelled back at her... And when I'm in school.. I lost my voice -_- Gosh, mom u really shouldn't have bring my temper up.

Well that's that, and there's another prob that's causing me stress over-all... HOMEWORKS... And it's my biggest enemies... Social and Bahasa.... But I like the bahasa, cause we have to describe our mom in 3 pages.. That's simply easy ;p lol i can describe my mom more than 3 pages -_- So many THINGS about her ._. And social.... We have to write what we wanna be and write the achivements that could make a success.... But there is 1 prob... My parents are choosing it for me -_- well not only my parents but my grandma, uncle, and the rest -_- my dad said i should be a hip-hop dancer -_- that's crazy... my mom said i should be a model -_- crazier... my grandma said i should be an artist, i liked that... my grandpa said i should be an actress :S that's not really not what i had in mind... But I wanna be an author!! Argh, but I don't wanna dissapoint my parents.... So yeah -_- that's all ;-)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Some friends that wanna be described specially :)

Hey~o
I would like to tell ya'll about 2 friend of mine :)
First is DINA~
Haha, I've known her since I started junior high school :) She's mostly cheerful :D Really funny :) Super smart :) active ;) Not girly~ Not tomboy~ish... super fun to hang out with :D The kind of girl you need if your sad ;) she sure could cheer you up in a giffe~

And now.. the best for last.. MIRNA~ A.K.A. My super uper bestest friend :)
We have a lot in common though, we like this, we like that~ yadayadayada~
But she's different :) without her I would be lost in this world ._. And if she moves out to another school, I would have no friend to talk to AT ALL, and it's only my boyfriend left to talk to, hehe :p But I always take her more than a best friend but a sister :) She's just the best :)

 That's all :) If u want to be described tell me A.S.A.P. :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I'm staring at my laptop... But I don't know what to write

Staying up late

Yo guys...'
God, I'm so sleepy.. But I can't sleep. I can't just close my eyes :/
It's still 1 a.m. i guess... If you got any ideas for any tips on HOW TO SLEEP EARLY please tell me :( hehe
School has just gotten harder i guess... Family has gotten crankier(?) haha
I have become crazy so I'm talking to myself like this everynight :p I'm just so damn bored. My boyfriend might be sleeping, my friends too perhaps.... Ugh-_- the craziness of being lonely..

Friday, January 7, 2011

ckckckck

"I wanna get along"

Lookin' at you all day long
Feelin' like nothin' that would change
I just wanna get along with you
Right now
Baby just tell me it right now
I promise I would listen to you
If you let me stand close
Right now

Cause I know the both of us
could be just one
Believe me baby
I wanted to

But right now I just wanna see
If you feel the same way about me
Please don't get this wrong
I wanna get along
So don't try to stop me
Right now

Seeing you with that girl
I'm feelin' like I'm such a fool
Maybe I should go and cry
But I won't
Trust me that this is killing me
Don't you care about me
Cause I know
U won't

One more move like that
I don't think my heart could take it
But you don't really care about me

But right now I just wanna see
If you feel the same way about me
Please don't get this wrong
I wanna get along
So don't try to stop me
Right now

Maybe I'm not right
I'm not smart
I'm not tough
I can't be yours to say
But I just can't fight what I'm feeling
So don't pull me back
Cause I will stand by you
Someday


But right now I just wanna see
If you feel the same way about me
Please don't get this wrong
I wanna get along
So don't try to stop me
Right now

Me and my fave cuz

I just gotta tell you about my cuz. She's just the coolest person I know. She's just the same like me, first kid, always stressful, and always having fun :D. She's just awesome, she likes taking pictures and it looks great. She went to college to study about language of Japanese. And I can't understand how she can survive in it. She's a big fan of buzz lightyear " To infinity and beyond!" Don't know why she love it. But she's lucky, she lives right next to baba so she can get many food-_- Sometimes I want her to be my sister... But sometimes she's kinda... Yea, mad or badmood.... But it's alright, she still rocks :)

My top fave songs

beautiful soul - jesse mcCartney
Marry me - Train
Shake - Jesse mcCartney
Never let this go - paramore
I caught myself - Paramore
Find my way - The gabe Dixon
Crazy in love - beyonce ft jay-z
Gives you hell - glee version
The only exception - Paramore
Nothing on you - B.O.B. ft Bruno mars
Airplanes - B.O.B. ft Hayley williams
DJ got us falling in love again - usher
Teenage dream - Katy Perry
What's my name - Rihanna ft Drake
Sleep all day ( party all night ) - sean kingston
Eclipse ( all yours ) - Metric
You got me - Colbie Calliat
Someone to fall back on - Aly Michalka
Just the way you are - Bruno mars
Two is better than one - Boys like girls ft taylor swift
Good girls go bad - Cobra starship
Hot mess - Cobra starship
Peacock - Katy Perry
Today was a fairytale - Taylor Swift
Shut up and let me go - The ting tings
Vanilla Twilight - Owl city
Just try listening to em' :)

Best New Year eva

Hey guys :)
The new year party was amazing :)
Me and cuz went to singapore before new year's eve :D
Yea so another amazing night :)
So me and cuz just went to singapore flyer. Cos we know that there's gonna be fireworks there plus there's a party :) Yea so we just dance all night long :)
The dj rocked :) We saw some great dancers, and meet some new friends, old friends...
But there's a magic show :) And it was cool though, but i know the secret :p
We took pictures and we eat of course.
 Suddenly the dj shouts " Hey hey everybody!!! It's 5 more minutes before 2011!!! Now I wanna hear ya guys shout!!!!" everybody: " WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" including me :p haha. Ok when it's just about time me and my cuz is just finding the perfect spot to watch the firework :) but at that time I'm just jealous to see someone dating.. hehehe. So it's a count down. 10.... 9..... 8.... 7..... 6.... 5..... 4... 3...... 2...... 1........ WOOOOOOO!!!!! There they are :D AND THERE'S SO MANY ._. IT'S AMAZING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. SO KOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish u were there to see it :/ Ah.. the nicest 15 minutes of my life :)